Gay Gym

As a sissy, you have to keep fit so if you have to go to a gym, you should go to one in which you can meet men. So the best type of gyms you should be a member of are those that cater to gay men.

But were you are going to meet men is not on the training floor but in the changing room, so make sure to wear thongs or jockstraps so you signal to the other men there that you are submissive and ready to be own.

Thongs

As a sissy boy, there’s a one piece of clothing that you should wear everyday and that’s a thong. A silky piece of fabric between your ass cheeks will remind your place in a life.

Female Superiority

As a sissy, you need to fully accept female superiority and that the male gender is inferior. Any drop of misogyny or toxic masculinity will slow down your transition into a fulfilling life as a sissy.

Woman can sense a beta status in a male and will treat you properly by humiliating you. All the woman I’ve dated admitted to me that they were initially attracted to me because they wanted a submissive boyfriend to play with and abuse.

And all my relationships with woman have always started with them emasculating, humiliating and cuckolding me. So don’t worry about acting submissive or effeminate around woman because this will attract the right type of woman that will dominate you.

So worship femininity and submit to it!

Beyond the Entrance

If you are still not completely out of closet as a sissy boy, you might still need to act like a “men” in public because of work or life in general. There’s something you can do until you get rid of your “toxic masculinity” completely.

I have the rule that once I enter my apartment, I totally female. I take off anything remotely masculine and slip on something feminine immediately. I also stop walking, talking or moving in any way that’s remotely masculine.

You will start noticing that this starts to slip out when you are in public. People will start to assume to that you are a gay or a beta-male. This will help you when you eventually come out as a sissy.

Purging your “toxic masculinity” and becoming a true sissy can take time especially if you didn’t grew up without a motherly or fatherly figure  that recognize your beta status and didn’t feminize you young enough.

Maxi Pads

Feminization is 80% mental and 20% physical. Before even thinking about taking hormones or getting breast implants, you need to get rid of all your toxic masculinity, every drop of it.

One feminizaton training exercise I do every month is wear Maxi Pads for 3 days straight. I call it my sissy period and it helps me maintain a feminine mindset.

Firstly, there’s the humiliation of going to the pharmacy and buying maxi pads for myself and getting condescending look from the cashier. Then there’s wearing a maxi-pad in public, walking around with it, while it’s lining my panties.

I tend to become more girly in public while wearing them, even when I’m dressed as a boy.

Rent Boy

I’ve been ask by several fans of A Life in Silk if I use to turn tricks while growing like Michael, the lead of character of my game. The answer is yes, a lot actually.

I started by doing the rounds in downtown porn theaters while in school, sucking business men cocks during their lunch hours while they would watch porn in the private booths. I would sometimes suck up the 8 cocks in a day and get home with belly full of cum.

I did enjoy it but sometimes the men would be aggressive and treat me like shit. My beta submissive side would take over and I started enjoying the abusive and humiliation.

But after a police raid at a local theater, I got really scared and stop going. A year after, a friend of mine hooked me with a network of rich perverts that would organize gang-bangs with feminine boys as their guests. They would pay me to dress up as a sissy and they would spend the night high on coke while they would take turns fucking me.

I remember doing lines of coke on their cocks. Sometimes one of the wives of guests would join in. I was very popular because they could piss in my mouth without me gagging. They would take turns filling they beer mugs with they hot urine and applaud while I drank it down. They didn’t know how much I loved piss and drank mine all the time.

They were naughty boys and loved abusing me. One night everyone was so high they started shitting on me. It was one of the most humiliating experiences of my life, covered in cum, piss and shit after getting fuck for over 12 hours straight.

But this what you have to do if want to entertain rich perverted men. But I stopped after getting a day job and got a girlfriend/Mistress that took over my sex life.

For some, this might sound disgusting but that’s the reality of being a rent boy for high paying perverts, if you don’t enjoy being degraded and abused, it can be very difficult to handle.

Raised On Spankings

I grew up in a household in which getting spanked was not a rare occurrence but an almost daily routine. Being the only child meant that I got all the loving attention of my parents but also the wrath when I disobeyed.

Our family was very matriarchal with my Mother being the dominating disciplinarian. My father was a beta male and I will learn later on that he was cuckolded by my Mother throughout their marriage but that’s a story for another post.

My Mommy would dish out the corporal punishment but my father would sometimes participate. I would usually submit to three types of spanking depending severity of my offense.

Empty handed over the knee was reserved for minor instances like not doing the dishes properly.

The spanking paddle, which my Mom had a collection, would be used for more serious offenses like swearing. My Mother would usually have me bend over a counter or desk and I would have to count every hit out loud. It was very painful and humiliating.

And there was the spanking rod, this was reserved only for severe offenses. These disciplinary sessions were long and had pauses between them so I could dry my tears and  let my butt cheeks swelling go down, I remember one last for over one hour and I cried for days.

My parents never hit me out of anger and there was always a ritual involved before every spanking session so I knew what I was in for.  This gave me time to get prepared for the punishment.

Practicing Nudism

I got a very good piece of advice from a porn star recently, she told me that the secret to becoming a famous adult performer is being able to feel comfortable in your body in front of others, especially when naked.

She pointed out that average people are not comfortable naked and that’s why they couldn’t fuck in front of the camera, even if they wanted to. So she suggested that I get very comfortable being naked.

But she said, just sleeping in the nude once and a while is not enough, I should get comfortable doing everything naked like cleaning and exercising.

I think she made some great points, it’s true, being a nudist is not just about being naked but it’s about a lifestyle.

Ballerina

This image reminds me of my youth. My mother forced me to take ballet for several years. Because my teacher hated boys and I was the only one in my  class, they decided to treat me like a girl.

My teacher convinced my mom that it’s better for young boys to be treated like all the other girls in the class. So my mom would dress me in white dance tights and black leotard, like all the other girls.

It become so normalized that everybody forgot over time that I was a boy, even the other parents. It was strange because during the day I was treated like a boy in school but when I would get home, I had to slip on my white tights and head straight to ballet class.