Sexual Mediation

I’m usually a very slutty boy if I’m not my sucking cock or getting my little ass fuck, then I’m at home, playing with my collection of sex toys. But these last months, my libido has taken a hit, probably just stress.

So I started practicing sexual mediation, it’s like traditional mediation. Still, you do it naked and focus on centering your mind around your fantasies. And I must say it works!

Black Supremacy

In the world of sex, there are hierarchies, and I like it or not, black men and woman are on top while white males are at the bottom. I will share my thoughts on female supremacy in another post. But at the moment, I want to focus on the rise of cuckolding as a lifestyle for white couples.

As a white boy, it took me a long time to come with grips with my place at the bottom of this new sexual world order. Until, one day, I found myself on my knees and face to face with a massive black cock. As a sissy boy, I’ve sucked all kinds of cocks. But when I first got my taste of a black dick, I understood the real sexual power of black men and why there’s an entire sub-culture devoted to worshipping them.

Having a massive black dick in my mouth with my tiny white penis limp and dripping out of excitement and intimidation of being in front of this gigantic black alpha male was a life-changing experience.

I knew then, that if I had a girlfriend or wife, I could never deny her the pleasure of sharing her with a black man if she desired it. It might be the fact I’m connected with my feminine side, but I understand why a lot of modern women want a submissive husband but multiple black lovers on the side.

And this is maybe why cuckolding is becoming mainstream. It seems that a lot of white women are finding in black men that raw masculine sexual energy that their white submissive husband doesn’t offer.

Shopping & Humiliation

A good sissy doesn’t shop online for his girly things, he goes at the store and enjoys the humiliation as the female clerks giggle. So if you are planning to buy a new pair of pantyhose or a huge black dildo, shut down your computer and head straight to the store.

It might be humiliating to walk to the cashier with a couple pairs of pantyhose and some beauty products, but a sissy needs to be emasculated in public.

Back in Diapers

I think one of the most important aspects of being a sissy is to keep a child-like mindset. Not let the toxicity of adulthood poison your sex life. That’s why I think diaper training is an essential aspect of sissyfication.

I often do regression sessions in which I mentally and physically revert to a baby-like lifestyle. I walk around the house in diapers, and I forget all my potty training. I usually put on cartoons on the TV while drinking hot milk from a baby bottle.

The most important thing is that I shut down my adult brain, so I find my inner child again.

Twerking

Being feminine is not all about how you look but also how you move. Girls learn at a young age to dance in a certain way that showcases their body and sexuality, so it’s crucial for sissy boys to do the same. Also, learning to dance makes you better in bed, you will be able to move your hips gracefully, this will excite your Daddy, and he will fuck you harder.

One form of dancing that every sissy boy should learn is twerking because it focuses on shaking and moving your butt in a sexy way that will make men want to fuck it long and hard.

Post Cummy Ritual

As a sissy boy, I avoid doing cummies, I think they make you lose your sexual energy and his a symptom of toxic masculinity.. Instead, I focus on keeping my prostate as sensitive as possible by fucking my ass with vibrators every day. I have reached anal orgasms on several occasions, which feel more feminine in nature.

But if by accident I do make a cummy, I make sure to clean myself off by licking every drop of cum I produce. This helps me maintain my sexual energy because I’m re-absorbing the cum I produced and reminds me of my beta male status.

Peeing sitting down

I try to introduce BDSM and feminization training in every aspect of my life. A straightforward habit I do every day is to always pee sitting down. I don’t use the urinals like real men but instead, use the stalls and sit down to pee, like a girl.

This helps in reminding me of daily my status as a sissy beta male and keeps me more feminine.

Vanity Desk

Having a vanity desk is a must for any sissy boy. It’s a great way to organize all your beauty products and a place to perform your daily feminine rituals. If you are a Mommy and are considering raising your son as a sissy boy, getting him a vanity desk is an excellent start to the feminization process.

It’s also an attractive location to spank him when he misbehaves. He can easily afterward wipe away his tears and re-apply his makeup after a well-deserved spanking.

Heels

Walking gracefully in high heels is the ultimate achievement of a boy following a feminization regiment. As a sissy you should strive one-day to be able to slip on a pair of 8-inch heels and walk down the street in a feminine manner.

#MeToo Mommies

Since the #MeToo movement, I’m getting a lot of Mommies contacting me and thanking me for making A Life in Silk. It seems my game is inspiring a lot of feminist Mothers to start raising their sons as sissies.

They express concern about their son’s toxic masculinity and trying to find ways to purge it out of them to make sure they don’t grow up as something as disgusting as a Trump supporter.

Mother of white sons are especially concerned that they boys are going to grow up into a world in which cuckolding will become standard relationship dynamic for white couples. And inferior white males will have to accept that they wives will  worship superior black cock on the side.

They have very valid concerns and happy to give them advice.